Ever scared of the future - I am currently just thinking in two weeks time what will happen next?!

I love too have my own place with you,
Take you away from the house no more miserable-ness,
Yeah I love too travel but for you too come with me even if it was a two week holiday somewhere,
But I feel like will it all crumble away these idea’s & I be on my own finding these dreams with somebody else!

Will see or will the absence make the heart grow fonder